When you are the last one in the group,
There´s is one sure thing:
You have a lot of room to improve.
I tend to judge myself and hate me when everybody around does things better than I do.
It´s much better to treat myself gently, accept that I am in my own process of learning, appreciate that I have people around with better skills, keep going on with my process and learn from them, kindly.
This is no competition.