In 5 days I will take part in a Yoga Teacher Training course in Mysore (India), which is something that I wanted to do since 2019.
But I feel a moderate excitement.
Usually I am a quite emotional person. And if I like something, I like it a lot.
But lately I have been feeling a bit neutral. I do my practice, I don´t get any especial reward apart from the gratification of having done it.
- Maybe my mind is playing again agains me
- Maybe it is the equanimity that yoga might be bringing me: Nothing is that good. Nothing is that bad. Everything is neutral.
I want to believe that it is the second, because I feel energetic in general, flexible, and my mind is way more focused than months ago.
But it still makes me a little bit concerned.
Just a little bit.