Today it was the first day at the Yoga Teacher Training Course at Nirvana Yoga Shhala in Mysore.
I slept bad last night due to jet lag.
6:30 already hard Ashtanga Yoga practice.
Plus 5 more clases related to Breathing (Pranayama), Anatomy, Meditation, Back Bending and Methodology.
Plus meals, taking care of the family and additionally I slept bad last nitght due to jet lag.
I am exhausted.
I wonder if this was the right choice.
Ahead of me there are 24 more days until the programme finishes.
I feel that when you are 40 and having a child it is even more challenging to swift career. I see that I don´t know a lot, that my body is not so flexible, that there is a lot to learn.
And I keep wondering if I am right for this direction, for this profession.
First days are always hard (I hope).
Actually one of the teachers told me: «Your body is not used to this training. This week you will have pain. Next week you´ll feel better».
Sometimes we have to trust that we made the right decision and let time take care of things.